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so i haven't posted in 3 weeks...

and i'm not really posting now. i have work at 6 am, so bed calls to me.

but i will share this thought...

I watched iron man tonight. in one scene, Tony Stark's "Personal Assistant" and only friend decides to quit. Tony say, " i can't do this without you". She says, "I won't watch you kill yourself".

Tony looks her in the eyes and says, "I should be dead right now. So why am I alive if it's not for a purpose? I'm not crazy, i just finally know what i'm supposed to do!" and goes on from there.

With the circumstances surrounding my birth alone (barring other points of my life), God has to have a plan for me. But i need to come closer to him so i can hear him when he tells me what i'm supposed to be doing.