Romans 12:1-2

I urge you my brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God. This is your spiritual act of worship. Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed my the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is: His good, pleasing, and perfect will.

I've had this verse memorized since i was 7 or 8. and only now do i finally understand it.

I have no idea what i'm doing this fall. OCC is still a potential. I'm also applying at MCC, DCC, even CCCB (yes grant). QT called today. They wanted to promote me. I told them about my internship stuff. They will call me back after my mexico trip if there is another opening for a Night Assistant position.

I don't know what God wants me to do. I feel as i have no way to dicern it because I'm torn between what is "right" and what I want, and yet, in some ways i don't know the differnce.

I wish life was like comic books. the bad is bad, the Good is Good, and there's hardly any gray.