How I feel...

Give me wings,
Give me peace.
These are the things that I need.
I'm tormented, broken and shamed
Are you listening?

Give me shelter from the storm,
I know it's a lot to ask for,
Considering how recent I've piled the dirt on your name.
Are you listening?

In this where I am for your sake,
Stuck between sleep and awake?
My mind is dreaming of things.
Are you listening?

I took you for granted again
And threw you aside
And pretended for one minute that I had control of my life,
And direction it seemed to be in
I was wrong again...
are you listening?

I will wait for you to come again,
And I can't pretend like I'm confident
And I can't pretend like it makes much sense when it doesn't.